It's been crazy the past few days with many unsolved issues here and there. I wonder what has gotten into us at times. People who pick fights are often boring people. This is so because they have nothing better to do. Without thinking about others, they just go as they wish and most of the time it's very painful and devastating to have to go through it every single time.

I don't get it sometimes. I seriously don't. If you love that person so uber much, why do you still argue with them every single day knowing it will break their hearts. Are you like purposely doing it just so you'll gain attention or what. The real answer to this pathetic question is hell no! In fact, you're only pissing that person off by showing your immaturity.

Relationships are often sad, depressing and miserable. The quote that says "all good things must come to an end" is so damn fucking true. Can anybody disagree with me? As we all know, everything in this world are just temporary. Nothing last forever. I repeat, nothing! Obviously there is no such thing as immortal love then. You have to return whatever you take someday somehow.

So far in my life, I've never seen or came across any successful relationship. I'm not talking about marriage so get it right okay. By some means, breakups have to happen. Unless you find a perfect partner which is something really impossible. Everybody has their negative side. It's just a matter of time you realize it and choose to go with it.

Right now, everything is imbalance for you choose to go the rough way. I wouldn't blame you because that's your choice. That's what we've been talking about for the past month after all, didn't we? After much persuasion, I give up. I'm totally fed up. It's just out of my expectation from the way we talked and chatted especially stuff we imagined and pictured would come 7 years later. Although it's very much heart breaking and upsetting, I believe you'll pull through this. I really hope you do. One has to always go with his/her decision after making it. Talk ain't cheap!

Thank you for all the memories and stuff we've gone through together through thick and thin.

Signing off.