That Guy.

Oww!! Sweet mother of Jesus, please please don't tell me the past is repeating itself. No, it can't be. God can't make me go through the same thing again. He can't do this to me. He just can't.
I'm seriously in deep shite now.
He left me in loneliness once more. After doing his usual thing, he deserted me, again.
And yes I'm kinda stooopid to fall for it. First time not enough, I still have to fall for the second time. Gawt! What's happening to me ? I should know this is coming. I should, seriously.
He's like a complete different person now. He says things he don't mean, I know that and he is just saying for the sake of saying! Grrrhhhhh. Wtf! Right now, I honestly feel like my life is being embedded with those really sharp nails and at every attempt to move, I gradually slows down and finally failed. Yeah yeah, you all might think that, at this age, me,JOLYNN would not have a problem of the peer pressure variety but seriously I'm fucking facing one alright.
Anyway, nothing I can do to change what's already happened, can I? I wish I could. Like durhh.
I hate the saying "let bygones be bygones". I simply can't accept it sometimes or should I say most of the time? Well, the problem is I decide something too quickly. I sometimes don't use my 6 sense. *sighs sighs*

Now I've gottago rush and do Mr Arul's work.
I don't want to be the only awkward student standing just because I couldn't hear what he's saying. Fcuk it! :D
Goodnight. Sweet dreams.
and don't drool lahh when you're sleeping. Ishh!