Why the fuck am I in this situation now?
I deserved to be or what.
Do you really have to treat me the way you treat your others.
After all you said I was different.
You're simply letting history repeat itself.
You hurt me hard enough.
You left a scar deep enough within me.
I'm crushed and shattered.
Your words get worst by the day.
I'm traumatized by your actions.
You are not the same patient and caring guy I once knew.
Everything changed from the day you spoke harshness.
"Think before you speak" is something you should really practice.
Whether in a relationship or not.
For you do not want to underestimate the consequences of it.
To be honest, I was very much patient with things already.
It's not easy to mend a broken heart.
Especially mine.
After all you say I'm a hard headed person.
Be more understanding if you want things to work out.
Stop losing your patience before I lose mine.
Grow up and be less childish but more mature.
I'm feeling helpless and useless right now.
Dear God, give me a direction, will You?