I didn't expect to start my first week of college like that, really. Things definitely don't go our ways and it made hell lot of impact to our daily routines. Firstly, my driving lesson. I went to the driving school with him on Wednesday (the day I skipped college thanks to high fever. betch!) so that we can arrange our time and obviously go to Kapar for the lessons together.The main reason is to set the same time and date for our Kapar lessons! Unfortunately, I had to go on weekends as I have classes everyday and he on the other hand, needs to go on weekdays. His dad insisted. Oh well. Fine then. All the trouble of walking and taking train all the way there and we didn't get things worked out the way we wanted. So screwed up, I tell you.
Secondly, he promised to come to Subang on Friday to have lunch with me because I had 2 hours of break and also to enquire about his college entry. At 10-plus-almost-11, I received a text from him saying he couldn't make it as his brother was admitted to the hospital because of dengue fever. I was so disappointed. Like wtf. Anyways, it's no one to be blamed at. Things like that are just unavoidable. End up, I went lunch-ing with Shereen and Khai Wynn. We chatted and talked for an hour before their next class begin. The other hour I spent hanging around with Aaron and his A levels friends, Adam and Bernard. Nice people, I would say but it didn't turn my mood back anyhow. :(
Thirdly, he told me on Friday night that he managed to convince his dad for his Sam program at Taylors. I was over the moon at that time okay. Bloody excited. We talked over the phone last night and I sort of introduced to him G8 students so that he'll at least get a picture of them when he comes in on Monday. I bitched about the girls in my class to him and told him about the noisiest guy and stuff. Fun. Unfortunately all good things must bloody come to an end. Again, I was devastated when I received his text message this morning while I was having breakfast. This morning, he went to Taylors to enquire. Due to some bullcrap reasons, he's not advisable to take up sam program and maybe he won't be allowed to. My heard dropped when I heard the news. It was tough time for him. I know. And I just can't believe how ignorant some people can be. I believe education is one crucial thing in life alright. Without it, you'll stray and your life gets miserable. Like what Aaron always say to me for no fucking reason, "you will never go far." And I didn't know Taylors was that strict when it comes to admissions. I thought it was just all about money talk. Again I was wrong. Fuck.
Right now he's still torn between Ucsi and Taylors. No, actually it's his dad who pretty much controls everything because his dad prefers Ucsi over Taylors. For some reasons, I don't know what. I know it's hard time for him. I tried my best to do whatever I could but I just can't stand his last minute plannings. Things would've worked out differently if you made early plannings, talked your dad through it earlier and decide not to go for national service from the start itself.
Dear God, I just pray for strength right now for him. He's currently very weak and fragile. Bless him!
Is starting college now a good or a bad idea for him?
ilya.
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