Monday, October 20, 2008

Brand New


It's heartbreaking and depressing knowing the truth that never once came a crossed your mind. I know it cause I'd experienced it before. Don't judge a book by it's cover it's the best idiom I could use to describe the situation right now.

It had gone from bad to awful. No one expected that kinda bad habit from him, I believe. At least not so soon. Even his close friends knew what was wrong but they hide the truth from her for she will be happy and contented. But that was horribly wrong. Friends DO NOT lie. They speak out their minds and be frank.

And that was exactly what happened after that chapter. His friends confessed to her the truth. For a minute she was stunned. Not knowing who to trust. Doubts seemed to conquer her every bit. She's vulnerable. She held back her tears and smiled weakly to hide the fact that, inside she's feeling a slight unease. She was torn apart at that very moment.

Quickly, she grab hold of her cell and decided to confront that bloody screwed up mofo by sending a short text. What the bloody mofo did was contacted his friend and got a tad mad with what his friend did, which was telling the truth to the miserable girl. TRUTH HAS TO BE TOLD, it always has. Although the worst had happened, he didn't seem to care at all. He just asked his friend what should he do now and obviously had to lie to cover up the other lie. SEE, UNTIL NOW, THAT FUCKED UP STILL HAVE NO INTENTIONS OF TELLING HER THE TRUTH.

Imagine how shattered this pathetic girl's life can be and how fucked up guys can be at times? Fortunately, she managed to go through it with her reliable friends and obviously with God's strength. She has it all in mind that it would be over one fine day. She would completely forget about him.

I believe she still have feelings towards that jerk but that doesn't matter anymore. She decided to burn the bridges behind her and move on for she will find better people in the future. One week or so after that unfortunate incident, the girl was seen with another guy already. The guy who told her nothing but the truth. I supposed she will be able to live with that. At least for a longer period than she had with The Liar.

But all good things MUST come to an end. Her final major exam was drawing near. That means it's time for her to leave high school and also the guy she knew not more than a month. It was horrible. Very indeed horrible. But at least she's leaving school with good memories and maybe come back sometime in the future for good. I have faith she will do it.

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