S m i l e (:

Why am I always hesitating? I'm always holding back my thoughts. Whenever I decides something for example to text or start a conversation with someone, I'll pause for a while and then discontinue it. I'm putting this up because that's what I actually did a minute before what I'm doing now. And whenever I decides to proceed with what I'm doing, it won't turn out good, always or most of the time. WTF. :]

Days hadn't been any better in school. Still the same old borink life. But at least by going to Cf, it did lighten up my day a little. Slightly. :) But seeing a few people's facial expressions really pisses me off like those grumpy, irritable and moody faces. Zomg, and that stare of yours really hurts alright! Pfft. For heaven sake, don't be lazy. Just stretch your lips and give that sweet smile like you once did okay. :) I want that :) not this :( okay. Stoopid.Besides those black faces, there are of course some really sweet and nice smiles slash faces. Hah. Right now I can only think of 2 person. One's in my class while the other one is not. :D
Show me some luff,babeh!

And I'm not really happy with her. Not that she did something really bad or mean to me, No she didn't. She doesnt tell lies too. But she just doesn't tell the truth. She's always hiding things from me. She starts a conversation by saying like "Haiyor,Jolynn oh Jolynn why laah like this, like that?!" Then when I start asking her why, she will say "Nothing, dont wanna tell, cannot tell!" Pfft. frustrating isn't it? Then what's the point of even starting a conversation about it when you got no intention of telling me the whole damn thing! Arghh. Keep it to yourself next time,kay. Don't even think of ranting and complaining all your thoughts to me. Tell me only when you're really interested in telling me. Zzzz!