Borink.

Nowadays I kinda dislike going to school which I, myself don't know why. Maybe it's the company? Maybe it's the irritating faces? Maybe it's the teachers? Well, I’ve no idea. SO unlike last year. Last year I really love going to school. I look forward for school every single day. Like seriously. I missed last year's Form5 students badly. Not all of course. Afew lah. Sighhh. School is like super borink and lifeless nowadays. I don't get to see who I wanna see. arghh. I dont really like my sitting arrangement too. I’m like sitting last. Sometimes it's kinda hard for me to see what's going on in front, Ahahaks, serious kay! :D BUT, by sitting at the back, teacher can’t easily spot me. Ha-ha. That’s great though. Ok, fast forward all this crap, babble and nonsense. :)Recently I had not been talking a lot to Yichieh. He changed a lot, and yes ALOT. I hated it. I really do. He ignores my existence, thinks I’m invisible and he treated me very coldly. He is the one who ask me to go to all the tuition same as him. The timing and all. End up, he's like so caught up with his FRIENDS. I’m like a nobody sitting beside him without a word coming out from my mouth. My eyes were fixed on the white board full time. 2 hours for Addmaths tuition and 1 1/2 for Chemistry tuition. Pathetic like shite! The feeling sucks so bad. He wasn't like that last time. Not at all. After all, people do change and changes can be challenging. It’s kinda stupid if I were to say I’m pist at him. No point holding on to anger over something that has already happened right? Way to go, Jolynn. :D LAWLS. From now on, I shall make a choice to let go of the anger, and the feelings that go with it disappear, too! Adios,mate!
xoxo.