have moved from www.jayellrawrs.blogspot.com to cupcakemuffincookie.blogspot :)

I HAVE A BLOG?!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS TOTALLY ABSURD.

AND THE PREVIOUS POST IS JUST SICK, IM SORRY :(

helllo there.
i need to blog because i don't feel happy :(

i'm physically ill and i'm in a great deal of agony. period cramps are the most annoying thing, ever. it's ripping me apart bit by bit. and the saddest part of all is there isn't anyone there to take care of me anymore. i know i may sound all spoilt now but i just can't stand going through the pain alone. i can't possibly complain to all my friends about it can i without em doing shits. i miss having somebody to complain too. and from complains, he will turn em' into actions. i still remember the times you made me honey just because it's cooling and it helps for the complexion. i loved it. and you made it almost each time we meet. also the other time when i was sick and you sent porridge all the way to my door step. and not forgetting the other time you cooked me a meal. although it was just instant noodles, nobody ever cooked me a meal as far as i remember. you stayed up to help me with my work in every way possible. you fetched me here there everywhere all the time without complaining. and you always buy me my favourite candies, Nerds, Chupa Chups, Maltesers etc. OMG I MISS ALL THESE STUFF ABOUT YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU :'( the only thing you didn't do is buy me flowers. and it's too late for anything like this already :( FML really.

okay. im done pouring my heart out.

was in malacca the other day with uni mates. we are unbelievable. we did not step foot into any historical building. instead we did the usual. the stuff that can be done back here, in KL, SJ, KLANG, whichever okay. of course we did not miss out on chicken rice ball :D trip would have been perfect without alcohols. alcohol turned everything upside down and caused a major havoc. but it's all goooood now. all in all it was an awesome roadtripp. the company was superb! heheheh.




finallly...
the legend of the guaardian and alpha & omega.
next up is charlie st. cloud. i so wanna catch that rawr.

BYE WORLD

AT FIRST I DONT'T GET IT. BUT I KNOW I AM RIGHT.





STILL DONT'T GET IT. BUT I MADE A POINT. I AM RIGHT :)

now if you ask me what's my favourtie food i won't have to hesitate or think twice anymore (because that's what i usually do, i'm flicker minded like this) . definitely japanese food. japanese is like my thang now. hahahah. love sushi so much especially california rolls. they're like the best thing ever created by the japanese. besides automobiles of course.



thank you for the awesome sushi lunch of course.

okay, so today marks the first day of my one week holiday. wasn't really looking for it anyways knowing finals are gonna approach in the glimpse of an eye. awful lot isn't it. but let's not be so negative. will try to make full use of my 10 days break man. chances like these don't often come. monash are such stingy bastards when it comes to holidays and breaks, i tell you. booo. 3 more weeks till finals and semester 2 shall come to a full stop. so can't wait.

Shia LaBeouf is too hot in wallstreet *screams like a mad girl*

HAVE A GOOOOD DAY Y'ALL.

love is hate

always when i needed somebody to talk to, you're there. either on msn or facebook or skype. but just not quite the right person to talk to actually. still, im thankful. wait a minute, you're quite different from the rest too :)

i thought i was gonna have a very goodnight sleep after completing marketing's assignment, but no. went to bed. turned left, right, left, right, forced myself to close my eyes, BUT THE MIND JUST WON'T STOP WONDERING ABOUT THINGS and why it happened.

it's been a week and a half already. i should be getting over you by now, i know it myself. but when i'm alone at night, i can't help but to dream of the times we used to have. the stuff you bought me and the little things you did for me. it all matters now, at this very point of my life.

the day i left you, you said i will never find a better guy. well. i guess this is the only thing i can agree with you at the moment but then again = only to a certain extent. yes you've been a good guy friend or rather boy friend to me. you loved and cared for me like no other. BUT the things you hide from me are killing me bit by bit. do you know that? knowing the truth from your friends and not you hurts the shit out of me. to know you're not actually the guy i fell for hurts even more. all i see is a huge faked mask, trying very hard to please me. unfortunately i fell for it. also managed to get out of it before it's too late.

i don't understand. why must you tell lies? why can't you be truthful. at least eo me, for once. this day will come, you should already see it coming before getting to know me. what really pisses me off is the way you try to pull a lie when the truth is so damn obvious already. we know what happened and it shall remain like this for i don't see a point writing it out here and get your ass embarrassed.

if only you were a little more honest to me, things won't turn awful.
if only you didn't lose your cool, we'd be the awesome pair still.
if only you didn't raise your voice, i will not be stubborn.
if only you didn't threaten, we could be friends.

you see what you've done to this relationship of ours?
yes, im here to blame no one but you. no matter how many sorrys or forgivgeness you ask from me and everyone else, it's not gonna be sufficient. really, its not. if you think it is gonna change things then you are wrong, so damn bloody wrong. the damages you've caused is beyond bearable for any living soul in the face of this planet. on top of all this you know who you've hurt the deepest. and the scar shall remain.






i better get going. before chua sees me with dark circles tomorrow (i know you'll read) :D

BOOOYAAHHH

HELLO PEEPZ! ZIS IS MISSY JO IN DA HOUSE! How y'all doing eh?

I'm in the library right now studying and being ze usual nerd me(yeah riiight) with the most awesomest coolest dude ever to step foot in the face of

Malaysiaa :D :D. He's so tall, dark and oh so handsome :D. In fact zis is the most awesomest moment of my lifezzz :D :D.

I needa take a mental picture of this moment

*click*

okay donez :D

signing out ma peeppz ;D

ps: I wuuuv eating eating maggi mee soup with my bare hands

pps: Whenever I get too high, I jump around in my room and hit my head with my pillow

ppps: I think Beiber is my future husband <3

Call me Beiber ;)

Which should I choose, Beiber or his lovable adowable doggie? decisions decisions D:

in the picture above contains a mixture of strawberries, marshmallows and grapes fountained with chocolate! was over at Le Meridien on raya night and the family decided to go for an awesome treat. buffet dinner was really good, i must say :)

okay. i think it's true that people actually put on weight when they're depressed. i feel fatter heavier and larger NOW! on friday night (after 10pm) i had Big Apple's doughnut at rf's place and a fried chicken at shanmuga. yesterday i had nasi lemak, chicken rice, maggi, steamboat dinner and mcdonad's chocolate top for supper. and most of the time after consuming all these food, i go to sleep. like seriously okay. and i'm too damn lazy to go gym with daniel despite the many times he ajaked. AHHHH. this is killing me softly and slowly..

emo nemo weemo elmo lah :(

sunflowers make me happy. have yet to receive one from my real man.

have a good day, y'all!

get back to YOU soon, i pwomise with my pinky finger !

just got back from icity with the cousins this time.

icty and myself had quite a lot of memories. both good and bad ones with different dudes different time, aduih :/ i had equal fun be it going with you or with them considering this is my second time already. again, nothing much to shout about except for the mesmerizing LED lights. this time, it was so jam packed with people. like seriously. malaysians so love to see light meh? in my defense, i only went there tonight because my cousins hasn't been to icity before. so yeah that explains it :)

a lot has been running through my mind.

i can't seem to think straight.

i feel like crap.

whether i really miss you or it's just the after effect.

one thing for sure, ive messed with the wrong person.

and im in a pretty deep shit.

i hope things are getting better as time pass.

i really gotta move on.

theres way many thing ahead of me that ive gotta concentrate on.

and i cant let my friends down anymore.

theyve been so worried.

I WANT TO BLOG SOON. SEE YOU.

dig that shit

tutti frutti kinda rock, you know!

am sucha spoiler. i go around telling people how gingee/gingy whatever you spell that walking piece of bread from shrek died. i find it rather amusing, and sho cute. :D

and bounty hunter cracked me up! the show is funny, really. and it's really loooooong and stre......tchy for a comedy show. still, i love jennifer aniston! :D she will forever be that sweetheart in friends, rachel that is.

being the middle child means once you screw up, that's the end of it.

often other times, nobody really gives a shit or two about you. in a way it's cool.

you're way too sweeeet.

im off!

after joining twitter and skype, i really can't seem to find the time for you, blogspot. not like i've been sacrificing a lot for you before this but yeah, you get the drift. anyways i'm pretty stressed out right now. and i guess blogging will be my only remedy, remedy, remedy! (oh i so love remedy by little boots)

back for more classes tomorrow, damn it, hate the monday blues, always. and i have bloody two assignments to ace this week. one is almost done. took me three bloody nights of staying up late till about three.am to complete that thing. i wanna get another HD for this, lol. really, management isn't one of the nicest or rather simplest subject to cram. argh. ever since i started working my ass on it, i've been treating myself to some 90210 after accomplishing what i should for the night (and maggi mee at times if i thought i behaved well) that's how i push myself. how damn silly right. i deliberately turned myself into a friggin nocturnal creature. or rather a panda. oh wells, after all that's what timothy said to me on friday .___.

eh you looked like you just got punched in the eye?! yeh, damn straight!

btw, ipman2 was orgasmic. i love how donnie yen play ipman, the way he carries himself, goddamnit, he is the most noble character ever, i swear. i wanna drown myself in his kungfu-fied hands oh so badly. and he is cute, at least to me :D he is my hero, oyeh!

okay i'm zoning out.

bye!

Paradise

can't believe after week9 of u-nee life, i still managed to come out alive. praise the Lord. oh and it took me awhile to upload these pictures. blogspots is a bit rusty these days. getting dustier too. aha. i hate my blog but whatever, i'm gonna upload pictures only since i'm kinda free now. :D

and i've started tweeting! interesting much. thanks to YOU.

La Bodega ; Pavilion.

i put up pictures of good food only. so here's one awesome dish.

it's uh, pasta. oh the orangy thingy is awesome. bacon if i'm not wrong :D

yes. chocolate smoothie. highly recommended. it tasted like heaven.

annd their club burger. nothing much to shout about. but it's still good. i love the patty.

oh oh and whoever goes to a Spanish restaurant without ordering tapas are total fools. like seriously, the mushroom one was so good. together with the bread. :D

Bubba Gump ; Sunway Pyramid.

omg. garlic bread. loathe garlics. but love garlic bread. i know right, something is so wrong with me. :/
some chocolate cookie pie something something ice cream. orgasmic, i tell you. :P

Tanjung Harapan ; Port Klang.

best nasi goreng kampung ever, really. beats all the mamak store in klang. this iz awesome stuff.

annnd *sorry i forgot what is this called* but it's good really. especially when you suck it. BUT once you eat two bad ones in a row, you wouldn't wanna indulge further, trust me. the taste of sand is a total turn off. yuk :/

Bah Kut Teh ; Bukit Tinggi.

cilipadi is a MUST thing when you eat bah kut teh :D

dried one. :D

OKAY. before i go, let me gross you people out.

yeh that's my toe.

happened 2 weeks back.

now it has recovered. :D

HAHAHAHAHA BYEE

i wanna watch Forrest Gump after going Bubba Gump :)

Tell me what you want from me

FINALLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYY! i'm a happy girl since thursday. :D

dude! i have a confession, so hear me out! :DD

i will never ever drive anyone of you guys up to 1Utama alone okay! unless you're my boyfriend. because firstly, i wouldn't mind sacrificing my petrol/toll/time/whatever for him! secondly, i can assure you, my boyfriend would be smart enough to actually know the way there cause i don't know the friggin' way there. yes! for real! :P

yes, i will love him a lot but dude, i don't wanna stuck in a friggin jam with him! it's the worse thing ever you can imagine!

at least i don't mind hearing bad music or watching bad television with him all day long, with YOU all day awww :)

let's wrap up the week shall we!

week6 was awesomepossumblossom! yeah right!

i'm glad i'm done with interlearn and quiz! really damn relief now. stayed back till 9pm in campus on wednesday just for it. and and slept super duper late. hard work do pay off! :)

till then!

You are the only exception

ohmygosh. please tell me tomorrow is not a monday, please please pwertty please. i'll pay anyone a dollar if you can assure me tomorrow's not a freaking monday. i hate mondays. the thought of going back to uni freaks the shit out of me. i'm not kidding. the workload and due dates. argh. *reality struck* dayuuum! tomorrow is a friggin MONDAY dudeeee! it's THE MONDAY dudeee. =/

scratch that away!

i've no regret for what i've done throughout my 10days break. i maximized it. you can judge just by counting the number of malls i've visited. this includes my four times visit to mc donalds at 1u, 1st world plaza, petronas and bangsar throughout my entire week. don't you dare talk about calories to me now. ahah. and i'm still not bored of mcdonalds! :P

went bangsar with the girls and boys today. woke up feeling all sick and horrible yet i dragged myself there because i've promised bitch, so yeah.
it's like a brother/sister trip i tell you. jasmine brought janice, michele brought alvin, and bryan was made the chauffeur of the day! AND we had the best banana leaf rice at nirvana :D

DATENIGHT IS A MUST WATCH. no kidding. :)

oh! finally i got a new laptop :) settled for hp instead of studio14.
unfortunately, the itouch is failing me. :/

I'M SO LAZY TO UPLOAD PICTRUES AH. NEXT DAY LAH, HOR?

left something quite memorable up up up the hill. :)
my right side's lobe earring. so much for trying the roller-coaster. for the record, ive not ridden cockscrew before. i have a faint heart just so you know, and yeah, chickening out is what i do best. nonetheless, i'm so proud of myself for riding cyclone with mike siew and mema! had a very bad bad bad experience a couple of years ago.

im a freeeeeeee lady! *dances around*

cheers!

holla!

yours truly is having a terrific awesome easter break right now and she is making time for successorizing. how thoughtful of her. can you pass this message to her, lol.

back to my topic. holidays, yes!

holidays kicked in last thursday night. on thursday, i drove the girls and calvin to pyramid. we went window shopping. and lunched at kimgary. luckily we made it for management class at 3:30pm. we were so tempted to skip that 180minutes lecture, i swear. anyways CRUNCHIES is my new BFF in uni :)

friday, friday. was good friday!

alex rang me up and asked if i'd like to join him and the boys for star's cf. and i agreed because i don't wanna spend my whole friday bumming at home. -.- (after all you couldn't make it too aha) attended cf with bryan, jeremy and chuanyee. was good. lunched at some tomyam hut in giant and headed to mcd to chill. :)

saturday! ah saturday! was a long day. started off well. ended horribly.

went to ikea with the cousins to have breakfast and all. walked around curve, ikano. finally got what i wanted. after curve, headed to church straight for youth service. some crap happened. whatever, i shall not mention. oh, and finally dinner with the whole extended family at vgarden. THANK GOODNESS THEY WERE PLAYING THE MATCH ON A PROJECTOR. but it was a disappointment. man utd could've won. -.- i loathe people who mock man utd, seriously, get a life already.

sunday equals funday! :P

watched clash of the titans with the cousins. the show was shoo amazing can. i love sam worthtington! zeus was so handsome. omg. hahaha.

monday equals doom's day.

i stayed home. did a lil homework and watched ANTM the whole day :D

now i'm in need of a suspenders. shucks :/

tuesday. whee!

headed to 1U. was fun. we shopped. we played pool. we raced. i lost. hoho :)

tomorrow! going up! :D:D

used to detest heels. or anything uncomfortable to my feet. now i've got myself a pair of wedges. and i do love it. :) see how people change. this holds true for anything, from object to different subjects. bottom line is, you've changed. i don't like the new you. pwease come back.

:'(

everything comes naturally

my blog is dying, so is the owner. screw it. i'm just gonna drop something here while i have the time. uni's been really really busy. assignments after assignments. presentations after presentations. if this goes on, SHITE WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT? it is gonna go on, screw it once again. last week i've stayed back a couple of times to work on statistics assignment. now that it's gone, i'm working my butt off on management assignment. blegh. oh, the traffic is another painful issue. my classes end at 5/6/7 so you can already imagine the jam. screw inconsiderate drivers. rawr! for you idiots, i am one respectful driver okeh. :DD

oh, on a lighter note, how to train your dragon or whatever the title is, was downright ghey. watched with jone, slept half way through, freezed throughout the show, screw it once again.

last friday, met up with my college mate. from asoka to baskins and finally aeon. basically we were complaining about our different unis. apparently monash and imu are enemies. screw it lah. monash ze best for me.

i wanna buy an iphone but too high the maintenance, should i settle for itouch instead?
i wanna own a vaio. but it's out of ze parent's budget - 3k.
eh wait, after talking to shenni, i wanna own a macbook pro. 3.6k! unless i don't get an itouch. eyer. life's soo unfari :(
screw it lah.

i loathe monash's cafeteria food. they sell poisons. i kid you not. i had diarrhea last thursday thanks to their dirty nasi lemak. yuck. i like the nugget lady! she's nice :) her food's good.

oh. annd if you can't seem to appreciate the fact that i actually took the initiative to text you first, SCREW you. ccb.

HOHOHOHOHO I'MOFF!